So i'm feeling like my "normal" self these last few days. Whcih is great. I sleep well, I am really rather cheerful..days like this make me wonder why I am even on meds, or why i think anything is wrong. I think thats one reason it took me so long to seek help, I would think Iw as over it..or that i had jsut been having a rough few days. But the lows always come back, and I reliaze now I shouldnt have to feel like that, ever.
The one bad thing about feeling normal, i always feel like I am on edge..waiting for the lows to come back..the waiting to committ suicide, pushing all my friends and fmaily away, I hate the lows and i now they will come back..they always do.
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