Monday, June 17, 2013

anger.

currently i am off my cymbalta due to us not getting paid untill thursday. its weird though i feel no ill effects, and i am not sure i should go back on. i dont feel it makes that much of a difference. I still have huge mood swings and issues with feeling depressed even on the meds. currently right now i am more concerened with my anger and rages. i use to be like this before i was on respirdol (an anti pyscotic) they pretty much stopped (and they were bad) but they have picked up (not as bad) the last few weeks. and getting worse. i will talk to my doctor about this this week. i am not off those meds and never have been (they are cheap unlike cymbalta) so i dont know why this issues has creeped up. i was a bit manic...with racing thoughts and trouble sleeping so 2 weeks ago my doc raised that med from 2mg to 3. and i seem to have gotten worse right around that time, its weird. i dont like it at all. i do not like feeling like i am about to snaop at any second, and i do feel slightly homicidal towards certain ppl sometimes. so this has got to be fixed. asap.

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